This is not going to end well.

 And we got into it again. I knew it. 

He came to me just a little while ago and showed me that his SNAP benefits were cancelled. And the first thing that went through my mind was..... I knew this would happen. I knew it. This was one of the first things I told him when my wife went to pick him up. I told him to check on it. And here we are ..... It was cancelled. 

And now he is pissed off at me because I don't want to help him with any of it. 

He shouts at me that he doesn't need an "I told you so".

Yeah, well..... I knew it was only a matter of time. 

And then the yelling and accusations and the threats..... 

Kick me out.... Go ahead. Do it! 

I might as well kill myself. 

I am tired of fighting and it's all you fault. 

You stopped being my parents a long time ago. 

You don't understand me......

And the cycle turns again. And what am I going to do? I still wonder if today will be the day. The day he finally just does it. I still believe that he will be the cause that ends my marriage. My mental health will not be better with all this. 

I am hope you that this Employment and Community First program comes through ..... If not..... 

Well, I just hope it does.